05/06/1865 Dear Diary,
I have felt that I have changed completely through out this phase of my life. I was a cheerful young man that changed into a man that was willing to compete himself in order to create this new "being"; this new creature that could maybe have a different personality. In order to achieve this, I had to actually let go of some stuff and actually focus onto what I wanted. Collected old parts of body helped me create this beautiful yet scary "monster"". I did not know, that this monster would or could have killed my father. How could I even create a being that killed my father? Was this what I wanted?
Let me point this out: I was ashamed. I always will be. I thought that by mistreating the new creature, the crazy new monster, I could change things. But what I did was even more shameful. From someone who was so confident and cheerful to someone who could not even face the community anymore. Am I someone else now? Oh and... EVEN ELIZABETH LAVENZA DIED ON THE DAY OF THE WEDDING.
How could my own creation be the reason of my disaster? I do not like who I turned into, and what I did. I wish I could go back to the time where I was more interested into ancient things. I do wish I did not make a mistake as such...
Think twice before you do any thing,
Victor Frankenstein
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The themes are frankly a little bit more exaggerated. But these themes do exist, such as Gothic lifestyle dangerous knowledge and secrecy. They are universal and teach a lesson for those that are maybe going through a phase as such. As a final thought, I enjoyed reading this book. But I will definitely recommend people to read this book if they are into dangerous and mysterious books.
PS- Sometimes you create a trap and get trapped in it yourself.
I have felt that I have changed completely through out this phase of my life. I was a cheerful young man that changed into a man that was willing to compete himself in order to create this new "being"; this new creature that could maybe have a different personality. In order to achieve this, I had to actually let go of some stuff and actually focus onto what I wanted. Collected old parts of body helped me create this beautiful yet scary "monster"". I did not know, that this monster would or could have killed my father. How could I even create a being that killed my father? Was this what I wanted?
Let me point this out: I was ashamed. I always will be. I thought that by mistreating the new creature, the crazy new monster, I could change things. But what I did was even more shameful. From someone who was so confident and cheerful to someone who could not even face the community anymore. Am I someone else now? Oh and... EVEN ELIZABETH LAVENZA DIED ON THE DAY OF THE WEDDING.
How could my own creation be the reason of my disaster? I do not like who I turned into, and what I did. I wish I could go back to the time where I was more interested into ancient things. I do wish I did not make a mistake as such...
Think twice before you do any thing,
Victor Frankenstein
--
The themes are frankly a little bit more exaggerated. But these themes do exist, such as Gothic lifestyle dangerous knowledge and secrecy. They are universal and teach a lesson for those that are maybe going through a phase as such. As a final thought, I enjoyed reading this book. But I will definitely recommend people to read this book if they are into dangerous and mysterious books.
PS- Sometimes you create a trap and get trapped in it yourself.
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